THE INTERVIEW
Part 1:
Tedo sat in the chair in the middle of the room across from him sat Charlotte Jackson. He shuffled in his seat looked around, adjusting his jacket nervously and wondering how his agent pulled him into this.
Charlotte glanced at him and said, “Don't be nervous you've got this it's just goanna be us having a conversation, and all it is just some cameras taping the conversation ignore the cameras and you'll be alright.”
Tedo took a deep breath and said, “Thank you”. a lady came over and mic'd him up, she asked him “can we do a quick soundcheck, you can say whatever you like we just need to check your levels”.
Tedo thought for a second and said, “Charlie you're really an idiot for getting me into this”.
The lady who had mic’d him up giggling saying, “That's great thank you”.
Charlotte looked at Tedo said, “we’re just going to go through your career and look at how the injuries impacted your potential and how that impacted your life after football”.
Tedo looked at her and close words said, “it would be remiss for me to no say that some of it is a sore spot so please take it easy on me.”
Charlotte smiled at him and said, “just relax we'll take it at a slow pace, and we'll get through it”.
One of the people in the room held up their hand signaling that the cameras would not start rolling in five. the room went to a hushed silence as they waited countdown has started “5 4 3” silence as the last two fingers slowly went down Charlotte went into action.
“Welcome to the Sky Sports special on how injuries have affected the lower League talents of the world who were would never be able to recover from their injuries to achieve what many felt would have been ultimately where their talents would have taken them.
With us here today we have Tedo Blacc, known for his footballing career down in the lower leagues and the hype around him that he would go on to one day play at the upper echelon of the game.”
As she turned to face Tedo he noticed the cameras also panned towards him.
Charlotte said to him “Hi Tedo, how are you today and thank you for joining us?.”
Tedo responded, “I'm great, thank you for having me on the show.”
Charlotte responded, “oh it's a pleasure to have you with us. Why don't we start from the beginning tell us a little bit about where you came from and how it all started?”
Tedo answered “Well you know I was born in Zambia came over when I was three, raised by my beautiful single mother, I love you mom.
I grew up in first in New Southgate between three and five years of age, then we moved to Barnet into the council flats on Dollis Valley estate and I guess that is really where my Football Story begins."
Charlotte intrigued followed up with "Tell us a little about that?"
I found some great friends there, they were great to me, Tottenham supporters… we won't hold that against them, but great. they first introduced me to football I wasn't a big football fan or rather I wasn't knowledgeable about the game."
Charlotte took the opportunity to ask, “When did you really fall in love with Football?”
A cheeky smile appeared on Tedo’s face, “I remember really falling in love with football when I saw Eric Cantona for the first time, I believe that was ’94. He somehow attracted your attention to him on that pitch, he might not have done anything yet but he had an aura about him and I think that instantly attracted me to him and got me watching more Manchester United games, which then made me fall in love with football and yes I am a Manchester United fan.”
Charlotte interjected “I can see if I let you continue this would be about your love for Manchester United. So, I'm guessing that transitioned you into playing the game and then subsequently trying out for the youth team as well?”
Tedo replied “Yeah it did in the end, and it was the greatest thing ever I never actually thought or had the mindset that I would play professional football, I was playing the game for fun apparently my friend Danny spoke to his mum about it and she had a conversation with mine.
It culminated in me going for trial one Saturday, I had no idea that what it was, I was surprised my mother decided to take the day off she used to work harder than anybody else I know.
He paused to think then continued "I think the beautiful thing about it is was I finally got to play football at a level where I wasn't the best player, I was playing at a level where people were hungrier than me who had taken time to work on their skills, ball control, dribbling, passing, shooting, and defending, they had worked on a lot harder than me.
I think what worked in my favour was my natural brain for the game, I may not have been as technical as the other players, but I knew how to use my movement, how to draw defenders in a, how to use my body to create an opportunity for myself. My coaches always said the mental aspect of the game is more difficult to put into a player than the technical, you could have all the technical gifts in the world but if you don't have the mentals to match your technical talent then you'll never be able to achieve your dreams and goals.
So, I had a good trial ended up in the Barnet youth team that was an amazing... I believe 2 1/2 three years I think. That’s the most fun I had playing football.
Tedo paused a slight grimace on his face thinking about the moment that ended that 2 1/2 three years.
Charlotte took the opportunity to direct Tedo to that moment that he had paused on, “And it was at that point that you suffered your first injury correct?”
Tedo responded “Yes” a slight look of pain overtook his face
Charlotte leaned forward and whispered to him “Take your time.” she sat back upright gave him a moment, “Tell us about that first injury?”
Tedo took a deep breath and continued “I remember little of that day.... training had just finished, Danny and I were walking home I realize I had forgotten my boot bag at the field. It is all a bit of a Haze.
I remember being at the main road checking both sides of the road before crossing as I started off….. everything goes black..... there is a moment I have no recollection of what happened.
I come too, I found myself lying in the road wondering how I got here, I looked down at my legs my
right leg was fine then I looked at my left leg and that's when the pain hit me.
The worst pain I think I've ever felt in my life in terms of physical pain. My leg was at an awkward angle. I knew I was not gonna be able to stand upon it.”
Tedo stopped to sip so some water took another deep breath and continued “If what my mom tells me is true, I asked her panicked if I will ever be able to play football again when she did arrive at the site of the accident.”
“That’s about as much as I remember the day is very much a haze, I can't recollect much of it apart from what I've just said.”
The air was quite heavy Charlotte let it sit like that for two seconds and said, “That wasn't the only injury that year, you did recover from that after eight weeks and they did tell you would be able to play again correct?”
Tedo responded “Yeah eight weeks recovery was not even an issue, I had just started physio to try and get my leg strong and fit again, just functional really.
My second injury came in the schoolyard playing football. I jumped for a ball landed, I felt a searing pain in my left foot. I was barely able to walk so I was taken to the nurse’s office, they advised me to go to the hospital.
At the Hospital, the x-rays showed that I had fractured my foot it was just a hairline fracture; the concern though was it was on the same leg I had broken in the car crash.”
"How did that impact you and did you feel you got the support needed from the game's authorities and the youth clubs?" Charlotte asked.
"There has never been a system that supports the kids in those situations. It's sad to think that the future stars of the game lack the facilities to assist with the trauma that can be caused by rejection and injuries.
It affected me badly, I crawled into a shell, dejected and testy. I just wanted to get back on track and knew the time lost put me at a disadvantage. I applied too much pressure on myself mentally" Tedo responded passionately.
Charlotte nodded and continued, “That led to your mum sending you back to Zambia correct?”
Tedo responded “yes it did but I think that was the best thing at the time because I was not right mentally and I felt that maybe I wasn't gonna be able to play football at the level at envisioned when I managed to join the youth team.
Mum made the executive decision to just change my environment and hopefully get me back to the mental fitness I was at before my injuries.”
"Break" There was a pause in the show for adverts.
Tedo took this time to relax and calm his mind. He knew he would need to control his emotions for the next part of the interview.
Part 1:
Tedo sat in the chair in the middle of the room across from him sat Charlotte Jackson. He shuffled in his seat looked around, adjusting his jacket nervously and wondering how his agent pulled him into this.
Charlotte glanced at him and said, “Don't be nervous you've got this it's just goanna be us having a conversation, and all it is just some cameras taping the conversation ignore the cameras and you'll be alright.”
Tedo took a deep breath and said, “Thank you”. a lady came over and mic'd him up, she asked him “can we do a quick soundcheck, you can say whatever you like we just need to check your levels”.
Tedo thought for a second and said, “Charlie you're really an idiot for getting me into this”.
The lady who had mic’d him up giggling saying, “That's great thank you”.
Charlotte looked at Tedo said, “we’re just going to go through your career and look at how the injuries impacted your potential and how that impacted your life after football”.
Tedo looked at her and close words said, “it would be remiss for me to no say that some of it is a sore spot so please take it easy on me.”
Charlotte smiled at him and said, “just relax we'll take it at a slow pace, and we'll get through it”.
One of the people in the room held up their hand signaling that the cameras would not start rolling in five. the room went to a hushed silence as they waited countdown has started “5 4 3” silence as the last two fingers slowly went down Charlotte went into action.
“Welcome to the Sky Sports special on how injuries have affected the lower League talents of the world who were would never be able to recover from their injuries to achieve what many felt would have been ultimately where their talents would have taken them.
With us here today we have Tedo Blacc, known for his footballing career down in the lower leagues and the hype around him that he would go on to one day play at the upper echelon of the game.”
As she turned to face Tedo he noticed the cameras also panned towards him.
Charlotte said to him “Hi Tedo, how are you today and thank you for joining us?.”
Tedo responded, “I'm great, thank you for having me on the show.”
Charlotte responded, “oh it's a pleasure to have you with us. Why don't we start from the beginning tell us a little bit about where you came from and how it all started?”
Tedo answered “Well you know I was born in Zambia came over when I was three, raised by my beautiful single mother, I love you mom.
I grew up in first in New Southgate between three and five years of age, then we moved to Barnet into the council flats on Dollis Valley estate and I guess that is really where my Football Story begins."
Charlotte intrigued followed up with "Tell us a little about that?"
I found some great friends there, they were great to me, Tottenham supporters… we won't hold that against them, but great. they first introduced me to football I wasn't a big football fan or rather I wasn't knowledgeable about the game."
Charlotte took the opportunity to ask, “When did you really fall in love with Football?”
A cheeky smile appeared on Tedo’s face, “I remember really falling in love with football when I saw Eric Cantona for the first time, I believe that was ’94. He somehow attracted your attention to him on that pitch, he might not have done anything yet but he had an aura about him and I think that instantly attracted me to him and got me watching more Manchester United games, which then made me fall in love with football and yes I am a Manchester United fan.”
Charlotte interjected “I can see if I let you continue this would be about your love for Manchester United. So, I'm guessing that transitioned you into playing the game and then subsequently trying out for the youth team as well?”
Tedo replied “Yeah it did in the end, and it was the greatest thing ever I never actually thought or had the mindset that I would play professional football, I was playing the game for fun apparently my friend Danny spoke to his mum about it and she had a conversation with mine.
It culminated in me going for trial one Saturday, I had no idea that what it was, I was surprised my mother decided to take the day off she used to work harder than anybody else I know.
He paused to think then continued "I think the beautiful thing about it is was I finally got to play football at a level where I wasn't the best player, I was playing at a level where people were hungrier than me who had taken time to work on their skills, ball control, dribbling, passing, shooting, and defending, they had worked on a lot harder than me.
I think what worked in my favour was my natural brain for the game, I may not have been as technical as the other players, but I knew how to use my movement, how to draw defenders in a, how to use my body to create an opportunity for myself. My coaches always said the mental aspect of the game is more difficult to put into a player than the technical, you could have all the technical gifts in the world but if you don't have the mentals to match your technical talent then you'll never be able to achieve your dreams and goals.
So, I had a good trial ended up in the Barnet youth team that was an amazing... I believe 2 1/2 three years I think. That’s the most fun I had playing football.
Tedo paused a slight grimace on his face thinking about the moment that ended that 2 1/2 three years.
Charlotte took the opportunity to direct Tedo to that moment that he had paused on, “And it was at that point that you suffered your first injury correct?”
Tedo responded “Yes” a slight look of pain overtook his face
Charlotte leaned forward and whispered to him “Take your time.” she sat back upright gave him a moment, “Tell us about that first injury?”
Tedo took a deep breath and continued “I remember little of that day.... training had just finished, Danny and I were walking home I realize I had forgotten my boot bag at the field. It is all a bit of a Haze.
I remember being at the main road checking both sides of the road before crossing as I started off….. everything goes black..... there is a moment I have no recollection of what happened.
I come too, I found myself lying in the road wondering how I got here, I looked down at my legs my
right leg was fine then I looked at my left leg and that's when the pain hit me.
The worst pain I think I've ever felt in my life in terms of physical pain. My leg was at an awkward angle. I knew I was not gonna be able to stand upon it.”
Tedo stopped to sip so some water took another deep breath and continued “If what my mom tells me is true, I asked her panicked if I will ever be able to play football again when she did arrive at the site of the accident.”
“That’s about as much as I remember the day is very much a haze, I can't recollect much of it apart from what I've just said.”
The air was quite heavy Charlotte let it sit like that for two seconds and said, “That wasn't the only injury that year, you did recover from that after eight weeks and they did tell you would be able to play again correct?”
Tedo responded “Yeah eight weeks recovery was not even an issue, I had just started physio to try and get my leg strong and fit again, just functional really.
My second injury came in the schoolyard playing football. I jumped for a ball landed, I felt a searing pain in my left foot. I was barely able to walk so I was taken to the nurse’s office, they advised me to go to the hospital.
At the Hospital, the x-rays showed that I had fractured my foot it was just a hairline fracture; the concern though was it was on the same leg I had broken in the car crash.”
"How did that impact you and did you feel you got the support needed from the game's authorities and the youth clubs?" Charlotte asked.
"There has never been a system that supports the kids in those situations. It's sad to think that the future stars of the game lack the facilities to assist with the trauma that can be caused by rejection and injuries.
It affected me badly, I crawled into a shell, dejected and testy. I just wanted to get back on track and knew the time lost put me at a disadvantage. I applied too much pressure on myself mentally" Tedo responded passionately.
Charlotte nodded and continued, “That led to your mum sending you back to Zambia correct?”
Tedo responded “yes it did but I think that was the best thing at the time because I was not right mentally and I felt that maybe I wasn't gonna be able to play football at the level at envisioned when I managed to join the youth team.
Mum made the executive decision to just change my environment and hopefully get me back to the mental fitness I was at before my injuries.”
"Break" There was a pause in the show for adverts.
Tedo took this time to relax and calm his mind. He knew he would need to control his emotions for the next part of the interview.