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Harry Fothergill: Carrying the Flame

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11 May 1985
Valley Parade, Bradford

The sun was high and the air smelled of chips and cut grass when Tommy Fothergill kissed his wife Jean goodbye that morning. She was pregnant with their first and he rested a hand on her stomach before he left. “Tell the lad his dad is bringing the title home,” he joked, knotting the claret-and-amber scarf she’d bought around his neck.

He met Jim and little Eddie outside the Manningham pub at eleven. Three pints, the usual songs on the bus, then the slow river of bodies pouring down Midland Road. Tommy had stood in the same spot in Block 5 for fifteen seasons, right behind the goal, close enough to smell the liniment off the players when they warmed up. Lincoln City, nothing to play for, but Bradford needed a point. The place was humming.

Kick-off. The roar. Two-nil inside twenty minutes. Cigars were lit and grown men hugged strangers. Half-time came and went. Tommy went down for a pie and came back wiping gravy from his chin and joked that his baby would be born craving Henderson’s relish.

Then someone shouted about smoke.

At first it was just a wisp curling from beneath the seats, the sort you’d see from a dropped fag-end any other week. A copper laughed it off. Then the wisp thickened, turned orange at the edges. The wooden floorboards, dry as tinder after years of spilled beer and cigarette ash, caught in seconds. Flames raced along the roof like never seen before.

The stand filled with black. Heat slapped faces. People turned, confused, then terrified. Tommy saw a child lifted high by his father, saw an old boy in a flat cap frozen, staring at the fire as if he couldn’t believe it was real. The exit gates at the back were locked; the crush began.

Tommy grabbed the sleeve of the lad next to him who must’ve barely been sixteen and he was shaking. “This way, son.” He shoved forward using his shoulders the way he’d done in rugby scrums as a younger man. Coats caught alight, the screams rising into one long animal howl. Someone fell and the surge trampled straight over them. Tommy felt hands clawing at his back, felt his own shirt beginning to smoulder.

He reached the side wall where a panel had buckled. Fresh air hit his face like cold water. He hauled the boy through first, then Big Jim, then reached back for whoever he could. Arms, collars, hair; he dragged them out until his own skin blistered and his lungs burned raw. Eddie never appeared.

Outside, the world was sirens and stretchers. Tommy collapsed on the pitch, shirt half burned away, arms red and weeping. A paramedic wrapped him in a blanket while he stared at the stand collapsing in on itself, a black skeleton against the blue May sky. Someone said fifty-six. Someone else said more.

They kept him in St Luke’s for three weeks. Skin grafts, nightmares, the smell of melted plastic that never left his nose. When they finally let him out, he walked straight to the maternity ward with bandages still on his arms and placed the singed scarf that had survived across the cot of his newborn son.

“He’s seen fire,” Tommy whispered to the tiny, sleeping face. “Now let him see something better.”

1
Late Summer 1985
Lumb Lane, Manningham

Jean had never felt the house so big and empty as the night she carried Harry through the front door on her own. Tommy was still in the burns ward. The midwife said, “You’re fine to go, love,” so Jean wrapped the baby in two of Tommy’s old work shirts because the blankets were still in the wash, and caught the bus from Duckworth Lane and held him tight against her coat all the way down Toller Lane. Four days old and already bawling like he knew something was wrong. The borrowed Moses basket stank of the hospital - that sharp Dettol smell mixed with smoke that never quite went away.

Jean got off the bus with Harry under her coat because it was spitting rain. She struggled up the street with the basket banging against her leg and key shaking in the lock. The house felt huge without Tommy clattering about. She put Harry down in the cot - the one Tommy had painted sky blue the week before the match - and just stood there, listening to the quiet.

The first weeks were a blur. Feeds every two hours, sick on every cardigan she owned, trying to guess if the crying was wind or hunger or just because the world was rubbish. Neighbours knocked with foil trays of mince and onions or steak pie. Jean took them, muttered thanks, and kept the wireless turned down low so she didn’t have to hear another name added to the death toll.

Tommy came home at the end of June. The taxi pulled up to the door, driver half-carrying him because he could barely lift his arms. Bandages thick as boxing gloves, his face grey. He stopped in the living-room doorway and stared at the cot like he’d never seen a baby in his life. Jean waited for him to say something daft like he always did. He just reached out with one mittened hand and touched Harry’s cheek.

“Got my nose,” he rasped, then shuffled past her to the chair.

After that he was there but not there. Nights he sat with the telly on till the national anthem, bottle of brown ale by his foot, staring at nothing. Sometimes Jean came down in her dressing-gown and he didn’t even look round.

One night in August a motorbike backfired on Lumb Lane. Tommy hit the floor like he’d been shot, curled up muttering to himself repeatedly. Harry woke screaming upstairs. Jean got down beside him, held him till he stopped shaking, then hauled him to bed still in his clothes because she hadn’t the strength to undress him.

By autumn he’d taken to sitting in the shed with the coal and the spiderwebs. He’d go out after tea with four cans in a carrier bag and stay till the street was asleep. She tried once, stood in the doorway with a cup of tea gone cold.

“Tommy, come in the house, love.”

He looked straight through her, then turned back to the wall.

Jean told herself it’d get better. Told herself the old Tommy was still in there, just hiding. But most nights she stood at the sink in the dark, arms wrapped round herself, feeling sick with the same thought that wouldn’t leave her alone.

He’d walked out of that fire.

He just hadn’t brought the rest of himself with him.

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