1st June
As I was watching my beloved Manchester United player I started thinking back to when I was playing all those 10 years ago controlling the Centre midfield giving my heart and soul to the Red Devils playing in 340 games scoring 101 goals. It just brought back so many memories of my footballing days I loved Manchester united and Ireland I got caped 69 times for my country and also scored 38 times. Until this date I have not thought about getting back into football I promised my wife when I would hang up my boots that was me done. But now I have the desire to get back into the game I want to manage. But what keeps running true my head is what if I fail as a manager I was a good player but management is different there is so much more to the game as a manager aw my head is spinning one part saying do it the other saying don’t you have a good reputation as a player don’t throw it all away as a manager.
10TH June
As I still lie awake at night and think about what I am going to do all I can see is me in the number 8 shirt playing against Liverpool in not did I know my 2nd last game for Manchester United and when I scored the winning goal in the 86th minute all the fans cheering my name at just the age of 29 I had been bought into the red devils hearts we went on to win the game against Liverpool 2-1. But for some reason the memory keeps playing and playing in my head I don’t know if it’s trying to tell me something our maybe was there something said that day our maybe because all the fans around the ground were cheering my name I just don’t know.
20th June
Another sleepless night know this is getting out of hand so today I had a talk with my wife and told her what’s been going on I am not getting any sleep I am thinking a lot about football and my proudest moments as a player. The look in her face said it all (Your Going Back Aren’t You) I don’t know yet but I am thinking about it there is one thing stopping me though (What Is It) my 2nd last game for Manchester United it was against Liverpool when I scored it just keeps running true my head and just keeps playing and playing (That’s the day you hurt your left knee and did not tell anyone) that’s it my knee if I told someone I would of not had to retire at 29 but what has that got to do with anything (after your last game Chelsea Alex offered you a new contract as a youth coach and you said that you were done you won’t come back to the game ever again it was all over the papers ) it all does not make sense is it telling me not to go back into the game our go back my head is doing jump jacks on me now (Hun I am Telling You Go Back into the game) What? (You have not been the same in the last 10 years I thought it would blow over in a year but you don’t even know how bad you have gotten go back show them you can do it) Really that’s it sorted then I will come back I will show them.
28TH June
So with my coaching badges done yesterday well a bit of a catch up on them as I done them as I was playing because I wanted to coach when I hung up my boots but over the injury I just wanted away from the game until now. I have caught up on my coaching badges I am back I want to manage but who would take me on after been out of the game for so long would people still know my name. know I am getting butterfly’s in my stomach just thinking about it well I guess I will look and see what jobs are going and apply if it suits me.
As I was watching my beloved Manchester United player I started thinking back to when I was playing all those 10 years ago controlling the Centre midfield giving my heart and soul to the Red Devils playing in 340 games scoring 101 goals. It just brought back so many memories of my footballing days I loved Manchester united and Ireland I got caped 69 times for my country and also scored 38 times. Until this date I have not thought about getting back into football I promised my wife when I would hang up my boots that was me done. But now I have the desire to get back into the game I want to manage. But what keeps running true my head is what if I fail as a manager I was a good player but management is different there is so much more to the game as a manager aw my head is spinning one part saying do it the other saying don’t you have a good reputation as a player don’t throw it all away as a manager.
10TH June
As I still lie awake at night and think about what I am going to do all I can see is me in the number 8 shirt playing against Liverpool in not did I know my 2nd last game for Manchester United and when I scored the winning goal in the 86th minute all the fans cheering my name at just the age of 29 I had been bought into the red devils hearts we went on to win the game against Liverpool 2-1. But for some reason the memory keeps playing and playing in my head I don’t know if it’s trying to tell me something our maybe was there something said that day our maybe because all the fans around the ground were cheering my name I just don’t know.
20th June
Another sleepless night know this is getting out of hand so today I had a talk with my wife and told her what’s been going on I am not getting any sleep I am thinking a lot about football and my proudest moments as a player. The look in her face said it all (Your Going Back Aren’t You) I don’t know yet but I am thinking about it there is one thing stopping me though (What Is It) my 2nd last game for Manchester United it was against Liverpool when I scored it just keeps running true my head and just keeps playing and playing (That’s the day you hurt your left knee and did not tell anyone) that’s it my knee if I told someone I would of not had to retire at 29 but what has that got to do with anything (after your last game Chelsea Alex offered you a new contract as a youth coach and you said that you were done you won’t come back to the game ever again it was all over the papers ) it all does not make sense is it telling me not to go back into the game our go back my head is doing jump jacks on me now (Hun I am Telling You Go Back into the game) What? (You have not been the same in the last 10 years I thought it would blow over in a year but you don’t even know how bad you have gotten go back show them you can do it) Really that’s it sorted then I will come back I will show them.
28TH June
So with my coaching badges done yesterday well a bit of a catch up on them as I done them as I was playing because I wanted to coach when I hung up my boots but over the injury I just wanted away from the game until now. I have caught up on my coaching badges I am back I want to manage but who would take me on after been out of the game for so long would people still know my name. know I am getting butterfly’s in my stomach just thinking about it well I guess I will look and see what jobs are going and apply if it suits me.