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Former Aston Villa captain and now Aston Villa manager Stiliyan Petrov has opened his heart on the crushing moment he was told by medics to retire from football.
And he revealed the decision reduced him to tears and hurt more than the day he was given the devastating news he had acute leukaemia.
The dad-of-two said: “I just burst into tears. It was the news I dreaded. To be honest, hearing that was just as tough, if not tougher, than the moment when they told me I had leukaemia.”
The Bulgarian was diagnosed with the life-threatening disease in March 2012, but always believed he would one day return to the Aston Villa first team.
But on May 9 the midfielder officially announced his retirement at just 33 after a glittering career.
Petrov said: “Before I started my treatment I didn’t know how long it would take to recover.
“I was hoping, sort of convinced myself, it would take a few months and then I’d be back playing soon after.
“Every few months I had very strong chemo sessions and I kept saying to my wife Paulina that I’d get back playing one day but she never gave me an answer, never backed me up on that. She knew different but didn’t want to tell me the news I didn’t want to hear.
“It was the same with my doctor, Professor David Linch, when I mentioned it to him.
“After about five months I really confronted him and demanded an answer. He told me straight that I should come to terms with having to retire.
“I had been in football all my life and after all the things I achieved in my career, it was hard to accept. It’s still hard to accept, I can’t lie.”
The support of Paulina and sons Kristiyan and Stiliyan helped Petrov during his fight.
Just seven months ago Petrov didn’t have the energy to walk the length of the six-yard box.
But now he’s on the road to recovery from acute leukaemia – back in training sessions, scoring goals and making crunching tackles.
Petrov is thriving in his new role as manager after being offered the role after Paul Lambert was sacked.
Following league and cup success in his native Bulgaria with CSKA Sofia, he moved to Celtic at just 19 and won 10 trophies in seven years at Parkhead.
He moved to Villa in 2006 and was skipper of the side when illness struck last March.
Now Petrov, who also won 106 Bulgarian caps, hopes the managierial position at Villa Park is the start of a new career in football for years to come.
He said: “It was a really nice surprise when the chairman offered me the job. He told me he felt I had lots to offer and believed I could take the club to glory.
‘‘He gave me a few days to think about it and after speaking to my wife Paulina and the doctors we felt I was in good enough health to go ahead.
“The past month has been great, really good fun. I’ve loved getting my boots back on. It’s what I’m all about.
“I still have that fire in me, I still hate losing. The players have already witnessed that first hand.