A Meeting of Desperation
"Hi Steve. What are you doing here?" I questioned him, I knew why he was here. He's done this 3 times now and all 3 times I have rejected his offer.
"Hi Alex. I'm here for the sights and sounds of Holland of course he chuckled." His reply was filled with the sarcasm I had come to know from him from our meetings together. "In all seriousness Alex, you know why I am here. I want to offer you the Crystal Palace job."
Chuckling to myself I replied "And you know my reply Steve. It's a no. Sorry." I was truly sorry this time, the same as the Southampton offer if it came 2 months ago I would of taken it but not now I was happy.
"Are you sure I can't persuade you Alex? I need help at the 4 clubs you've been at they have always come out with a profit, the Club needs that. The Bank is running out and soon we may have to look at Administration." Steve stated this with a hint of depression. I knew they where in a bad way Pardew and Moyes had made expensive buys but never really challenged any further than mid-table.
"3 Clubs Steve, ASNL was for 2 months and the club got taken over and the new board didn't want an Englishman in control of the team. I know I have seen you're in dire straights but I can't leave this team. It was my first day here you know?" I replied to Steve truly, truly sorry that I couldn't help him.
"It's okay Alex, it was worth a try." He was upset I could tell. I would jump at the chance to be a manager again in the Premier League but now wasn't the right time. I needed to think about my career and I knew I wouldn't be given the time to sort the mess out at Palace that it would take.
There was an awkward minute's silence before the eerie silence was broken by Steve "Are you sure there is no way I could l persuade you to leave here?" He was questioning me and he was pushing me to come to Palace.
"Steve honestly I can't if you came to me 2 months ago with this offer I would of seriously considered it but not now. I am contracted to SC Heereveen for 2 years and for a minimum of 2 years I will stay!" I wasn't expecting myself to say that and I was truly surprised at the way I said this. I wanted to say sorry for being so harsh but I needed him to understand I wasn't leaving.
"Okay Alex. Okay" He said and I watched his shoulders slump "I will leave you be for now. However I may be back at some point in the future again if Crystal Palace are still around."
With that we shook hands he got in his car and drove off.