A new beginning, the decision.
Considering everything that has passed and will come from now, my decision was very very clear. There was no way I could carry on in a place like this. No logical reason to play for a team thatwas not even honest with me. I even hear from some of my good frieds like Bright, Kwaku and Mustpha that some of the team want me to leave anyway. They do not like that I play good football and they think I am over-confident and big headed. I have not even ever done anything to hurt anybody, so why are they like this? Ever since I come to the club I have try to be respectful and dignified. I know I am youngest player here, that I have much to learn than all of them.
But my friends also mention something else. They say that I have brought new life to the team. Everybody work harder because they know their position is no longer safe, and we manage to really turn our bad season form around to have respectable finish. The players enjoy play with me because I enjoy play with them, and most of them enjoy football as more than a job. A lot of the young players in the youth my age have also be inspired by me, and they work very hard now to realise their talent. I am proud to have made a good impact on the club. I didn't know that I had done any good for them at all.
Boss today pull me out of training and we have a long chat. But he do all the talking. He made very long and heartfelt apology for everything that happen since I arrive and entrusted me with the decision of whether I leave. He explain the reason behind his actions and how the Chairman is controlling what he do or he lose his job.He also tell me about offers from Berekum Chelsea and Asante Kotoko for a move away from the club. He also tell me about a possible exciting move to abroad.
In the last letter I recieved from my family, my Mama say that my Papa say that what has not killed me will make me stronger. He want me to take full opportunity given to me and have no regrets because I am following a dream. He tell me of his dream to see me play at the World Cup.. and I cry when I read his words. If I do not pull through this difficult time and show courage and commitment to follow my dream then I will shame my Papa and insult his dream. I have decided that I will stay at the club. But in three years when I come of age, I will leave for bigger things outside. I believe this is the best plan for me, because I want to make Papa proud.